Septermer 9, 2021

Ohhh I fucked myself up yesterday.

September 8, 2021

I was on my feet for 2 hours and now I have blisters. I am in pain.

September 5, 2021

I am god damn fucking exausted all day everyday!

I opened up the music page because I've decided to start making playlists again. Fell hard into weirdcore which just seems like the natural progression.

-core aesthetics are weird.


i desire substances

September 1, 2021

I can play any gmod horror map and not even flinch but I boot up the gm_construct_haunted maps and I'm legitamately scared.

Augist 27, 2021

I turned off site comments again.

July 28, 2021

Whenever i draw women i want people to look at my art and instctively know "Yes, this artist is a lesbian"

May 21, 2021

I'm still here breathing air.

I think about this place a lot but dont have the ideas or modevation to do anything.

Time just doesn't exist anymore and i want to sleep all day lol

many thoughts; head chaos

Febuary 22, 2021

80s and 90s anime is all either trash romance or would take 50 years to finish.

July 5, 2020

Wanna hunt down some artsy obscure media. Either a videogame or a manga. Anime will be acceptable.

Thinking about the horned girl in Baroque.

May 10, 2020

Appearantly one of my favourite sites was deleted. Godspeed, my friend.

May 8, 2020

Adding people's buttons to the links page is so tedious. I wish I would will the links into existance.

(Also I thought I had more, damn it I want a button wall!)

I of course saw a lot of people with cool sites and buttons I wanted to add but I didn't write any of them down.


Also: If anyone wants to ELI5 me on how Yum-Yum Shoppes work I would apreciate it. They're cute.

Update (12:28PM)

Hey-o how the fuck did I get 300 page views since last night?? I'm supposed to be an internet ghost what?????

May 7, 2020

I managed to reqruit Indra in Arknights the other day!!

Beefcake tiger please pick me up

I have been spamming Guard tags for the last 5 months and I've finally used up all my luck for the next 5 years! No more "Eto...M-Melanth-"!!!

I've been conditioned, I saw a guard + survival combo today and almost punched it in instictually.


I may update a couple of site pages, specifically in their layout. I've been feeling kindof stagnant.

May 4, 2020

It's been nearly a year since the site was retconned into what it is now. 🎉

☁️ Dream Journal


Aug, 27 2021

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