December 28, 2019


I'm a little bit sad, I feel like I would rather not be a person.

I want to be a ghost picture on the internet, or a weird video or tv show you see once but can never find again.

Maybe a cryptid.

or the word "fuck"

Earth is over rated; we should tank the yelp reviews.

December 23, 2019


Today's Thoughts: You have C and C# right, E and E♭? Is there another note between those? Is that a thing? What would it sound like?


I love the pokemon metagame, I hate interacting with people.

I was playing pokemon showdown, and I thought I lost. I GG'd early then won.

I'm a fucking asshole

December 18, 2019


"Is it ASD or OCD" and other fun games you can play with your neurodiverse(?) ass!


December 13, 2019


I'm thinking about girls.

I'm gonna do my own thing today I think. No doing any of that "talking" stuff.


I was forced to do the talking thing.

I learned about the oldest known planet. The concept of one planet being the oldest never even crossed my mind. It kinda scares me tbh (笑)

December 12, 2019


Roughly one year ago today Tumblr commited suicide infront of us.

I was on that hell hole for 7 years. It was literally the worst site up until it's dying days;

and by fuck do I miss it.


Okay maybe not that much but I haven't been able to scratch my image hoarding itch since.

December 10, 2019


I'm tired and sad. I want to go to bed and dream.
I want to go on an adventure and feel free.

I look forward to christmas sweets.

December 7, 2019


When I was about to fall asleep I realized, I'd never seen a platypus open it's mouth.

The google results are frightening.

December 6, 2019


I was telling my sister about how when I was in highscool i had to pay out of pocket to use the printer at 5 cents a page and she tells me that they now gave you a free $10 for it at the start of high school and WHAT THE FUCK??? I PAYED WITH MY BABY SITTING MONEY?????? GIVE MY MY QUARTERS BACK.

Also yesterday's thoughts were: "Imagine getting murdered to Caramell Dansen."

Today's thoughts: Time is weird and I don't like it.

December 4, 2019


It's a good day when you're shown a pun so bad it almost kills you instantly.


Today's thoughts:
I want to lay in the clouds and look up at the stars.

December 3, 2019


I tried the Ganzfeild experiment the other day. I was dissapointed. At one point I smelled and felt the sensation of laughing gas at the dentist.

Todays thoughts:
Did you know they make whole wheat english muffins?
"Fingerpainting with your own blood"

November 29, 2019


I like listening to animal crossing music played over the sounds of rain and imagining I'm sitting in a window seat, glass slightly open to let the air in, looking over an expansive flower garden.

November 27, 2019


All the curls had fallen out over the years and I wanted them back so I braided my hair last night.

This morning: Nothings changed but now my hair wiggles.


>"Yamikawaii" is copyrighted.
> (¬_¬)


I fucking love bagels.


I wish I would just like... not care. I over think things and get anxious or stressed out. I wish I was normal.

November 26, 2019


I found a piece submitted to the Invisable Illness Zine;
You're one of those smart autistics, right?

I thought it was great and wanted to share it.

November 25, 2019

Tokyo 7th Sisters is a really good fucking game. I'm saving up for January because I want to go hog-wild on Rui's birthday.

I want a Rui card.

FFS just give me the card already.

October 21, 2019

I Voted!

October 5, 2019


Sentience is lame.


I've taken to wearing a blanket like a scarf. It's soft and fluffy. It makes me feel safe.

August 29, 2019


I have no idea what kind of sleep last night was, but it was bad. I slept maybe 5 hours, woke up, and did.... something? I don't remember.

I played Love Nikki a bit, I know, but the only other thing I rememember was not-sleeping then bam it's 6am.

I was gonna get dressed and order a pizza before I remembered that involves talking to people.